Maybe it 's for the best , at the moment .

Maybe a break is a good thing for me right now , maybe some time away from him will make me not think about all this stupid shit right now . It 's so fucking hard , I don 't know how to keep up . I love him so much , I can 't fully let go . Tell me if i 'm wrong . Should I not care about the other girls ? Is this break really worth it ? A guy needs his needs , I guess ? Or am I just being too clingy ? Nagging him about everything , won 't help . Especially when were in a situation where I can 't see him at all :/ Like maybe not being with him , won 't hurt me as much if he does end up doing something . I don 't want to lose feelings for him , but i 'm scared . Like what if can 't deal with the other girl on the side , even though he says that he can never replace me with some other girl ..... It 's bullshit feeling this way :/